expiry date

expiry date... i feel that my expiry date coming soon .. its a strange feeling tho...
still have loads of sins on me.. there is something fishy about today also. or is it just me with being paranoid? breakdown? depression? having like split personality doing what usaully i wont do... other than exam stress. that part is excluded as cleaning and overhaul my room is normal before any exam.. but going to mosque mass praying for Zhuhur?? not like its bad or anything negative but........what is it with me today????? drastic